ADD. A real mental disorder or a why for the "big guys" to control us.?

I belive in ADD a bit. In fact i have been dianogsted with it. I took the medicine and it did noghthing for me at all. Unless you want to call not being about to be around people,getting sick alot(horrible stomack pains)not eing abel to eat food without feeling sick. feeling dirty all the time.(i washed my hands all the time) hallunating getting better. i admit my grades did go up at first. but after a while they didn't.. I can't rember who said i needed the medicine the teachers or my grandmother(who if you do one thing you don't like your out of control) but it didn't help. i stopped taking the medicine myself because i decide not to ecomedepended on what the doctors tell me and they were full of ****.I stopped taking the medicine and i felt better and my grades didn't change. I had just heard about how the medicine will screw up your brain really bad and i hope mine isn't screwed up either. so tell me what you think. Goverment Consperies are welcome.